My title says it all really. I am feeling a little BLAH!!! I've changed my blog layout a couple of times this week. I'm a bit of a perfectionist, and nothing felt right until I spotted this one. Although the "missing you" element doesn't ring true for me, I just fell in love with the picture and the colours. I feel like the girl in the picture. Like I'm just looking out the window wondering what lies ahead.
We still haven't found a house yet. We've looked in all areas, for rentals and homes to buy but nothing is coming our way just yet. It's really making me feel anxious. I don't like not knowing what's going on. I like to have definite plans. I'm definitely not a spontaneous person. I like being organised, I like to have set plans etc.
Mr H on the otherhand is so blaise about it all (excuse me if I spelt that wrong lol). It doesn't phase him what area we live in as long as it's a reasonable driving distance to his work. He couldn't care less as long as we find a place SOON! Agh, MEN!!!
I'm stressing out big time. I want to know what area we are going to, what house we are going to live in, and what school I need to enrol the kids into. Is that so much to ask? I don't work well under stress lol
In other news - I did manage to lose some weight this weigh-in though. Not as much as I thought I was going to lose but it was a loss, so I'm happy with that. Still a LONG way to go, but I'm slowly getting there.
I went for my check-up at the hospital for my kidneys. I still have a couple of stones lodged in my right kidney which is causing my kidney to be dilated. The urology team will discuss my case this week, as far as what to do about the remaining stones. I know I definitely passed 1 stone at the beginning of the year (like I could forget THAT), and the young dr told me today that when I had scans in July, it showed 1 tiny stone in my tube. I am supposed to have passed that, but I never felt anything come out. So I either did without knowing, or it's still in there somewhere. So, for now, I will be on my medication to prevent further stones, and most probably will be for life. And then go back for another appointment in April, 2008.
That's it for now!