Oh, yeah, it's my birthday .. tomorrow!

I have really mixed feelings about it being my birthday tomorrow. Yes, I am excited because it's my birthday and I have 3 big boxes wrapped up that have been sitting in the lounge room for a couple of weeks now that I CANNOT wait to open lol BUT, the thought of turning 35 saddens me. I am not enjoying growing old.

I absolutely dreaded turning the big 3-0 but as it got closer, I really embraced it. I rocked the night out until the next day. I stayed up all night singing MeatLoaf into a microphone that I am sure scared the living daylights out of the neighbours. I drank so much that I think I drank myself sober. And I partied like there was no tomorrow. I partied so much that I didn't go to bed until 9am the following day, and drove home with the worst hangover ever, BUT I LOVED IT!!! And it was a new chapter for me since my 20's had been very sad and tough on me emotionally.

I don't really know why I am not embracing each birthday since my 30th, but all I know is - I DON'T WANNA GET OLD! Maybe I feel like so many years were wasted. Maybe I am not liking the fact that I am looming closer and closer to the big 4-0. Maybe I am just a neurotic idiot! Who knows???

In anycase, yeah it's my damn birthday tomorrow and I'll sook if I want to lol Nah, I won't ... MUCH! Nothing exciting planned. Just heading to my sister's house so our kidlets can play in the wading pool (she has a 2 yr old so no big pool for them), then head home to wait until Mr H comes home so I can open those pressies. I am really hoping for new kitchen stuff for our new house when the bloody thing gets built.

So, here's to another birthday .. and another year older boobloodyhoo!!! Stupid birthday. If it wasn't for the pressies & cake, I would totally boycott it lol